funk

It appears that I am in a funk. How I hate thee.
Just want to be lazy and forget everything.
is that too much to ask for?

I want to sit around and to try different types of wine,
eat crackers, cheese, and fruit.

And to watch TrueBlood season 3 already,

Or at least have a new book to read!

And Eclipse... Seriously cannot wait. Call me special but I've been reading these books since I was a sophomore in high school way before all these little beeotches came along and started the stupid twilight craze.

You think it's too much to ask?



On another note...
I hate knowing that I did it.
It hurts me and I feel like a fool.
I'm sorry and I wish I could take it back.
& I wish that this heat would go away.

& also... I miss the rain and cold.

instead of

Instead of doing homework I'm watching spongebob, having breakfast, and waiting for my clothes to dry so that I can go on a walk. I love walks by myself on beautiful days like this. Just the wind the sun and me and my pod. :)

I have a lot to do in the next few months so I'm pretty excited. There are three weeks left of the semester. Gotta step it up a bit. I hope to find a new job with more hours and better pay because in the fall I am transferring to CSUMB. I need to step up my game on being more outgoing and energetic. I have a book waiting for my as soon as school is over; Charlaine Harris' new one, Dead in the Family. TrueBlood starts soon! 2 year anniversary in September! Play dates with all my favorite peoples. If I get to my weight goal by the end of this month (-6 pounds) I am going to get my nails done.

I just need to step it up and stop with the excuses. I hope that you all have good things to look forward to, and remember that the glass is half full and that the future is not scary, just another journey.